And back downhill again
I think I'm about 95% sure I'm pulling out of the 5K I'm supposed to run on Saturday morning. I'm really disappointed by this.
While I feel a whole lot better than I did last week, I'm pretty sure I'm not recovered from my illness. I'm still on antibiotics, of course, and am taking them faithfully. I tried to put in 3.5 miles yesterday and got in 2. This morning, I tried another two, and I was really struggling through the first mile. I decided to stop after that. I just couldn't get my legs to move. I had absolutely no energy.
I don't know what it is. I have read that after an illness, you shouldn't race for 2 weeks. Maybe I should take that to heart and not run, rather than risk injuring myself. Maybe it's just a side effect of the antibiotics. Maybe it's my diet. Since I've not been running, I'm not as hungry, so I've been eating a bit less. Not an unsafe amount less, but probably around 1400 calories/day versus 1600 calories/day. Maybe that's having an effect.
The last thing I want to do is hurt myself or end up hating running. But it is just so disheartening to not even be able to run a mile. I'm scared I've lost all the ability that I've built up. I realize that's really unlikely, but I'm still just really upset about this.
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